broken drms.scrutinize every thought,analyse all e hurt.

alritey.im at home.going out for dinner though.well.looking forward to all the ang-paos[sp??]yepyep!well i don like the temptation of all the food.if i put on weight,i swear ill kill myself!hahas.wait!i don mean literally.chill.well.this cny kinda sucks.we all know why.

but im more worried abt v-day.i plan to lock myself up somewhere.sounds like fun ey?[sense the sarcasm?]well so much for me looking forward to it..i mean its nobody's fault.i jus choose to put myself thru it the pethetic way.don't know why im torturing myself tho.stoopid ey?well.my great-grandson has plan of her own this year wit..._ _ _ _ _!i think its super sweet la!she going to all tat trouble for her.

hmmm.my erzhi[sharon]surely has plans too all my children are pang-sehing me!hahahs.joking.well.so much for valentines ey?n i was like saying tat ill onli get smth for my valentine n no one else.well.tat's down the drain but on the bright side,i know ill still get smth for someone.okay this is so depressing.agree?my gosh.wats nxt?well smth was supposed to be a happy occasion before v-day.but tat's gone too.well okay guess ya'll dunno wat im babbling abt.good cus im crapping.heh.

o wells.ill jus pray tat i live thru this.cus seriously,i cant take it anymore.im like close to cracking.its horrible.okay.ill change the sub agn.well there's nth much im looking forward to.how sad is tat.urgh!!keep hearing "blvd of broken dreams" in my head..irritating.its making me feel worse.wait!im alrdy feeling like fuckshit.

recently i noticed tat my bloggie has become a place where i come to complain.like hello?geez this is so retarded.hmmm.well. i gotta get out n see civilisation mann!hah.craziee.hmmm.i feel like seeing ppl i haven seen in a long time.i miss tasha n sheila[kellock].n i miss natt n gemm.i miss char!i miss my great-grandson n grandson.whoopy-doo!its like im listing out the whole world.well i miss one person most...[ssshhh!]im not telling!!hahahs.false alarm rite??hahas.as clarissa would say,LOSER!okay im getting influenced by her pure meaness.in a nice way.heh.

wells.i gtg help my mama prepare stuff.:]ya'll have a good cny!!muah.cheers.
"i hope yo[u] still know im here."

stuckin my heart-c21
Can't you tell,
you've been all over me like a spell,
I know,(I never wanna let you go)
Can't you see,
you've been changing the world around me,
I know (I never wanna let you go)

If you hold me close enough,
I can whisper you the words,
If the distance is to far,
I can't do nothing,cuz

-chorus
You are stuck in my heart,
and we can go anywhere,
whatever the reason you are,
so stuck in my heart.
like counting a million stars,
for that many reasons you are.

Can't deny,since I met you that day I've been blind,
to see(Now I wanna know for real)
Inside me,I'm afraid to wake up from a dream,
and see(It never really happen to me),

If you hold me close enough,
I can whisper you the words,
If the distance is to far,
I can't do nothing, cuz

You are stuck in my heart,
and we can go anywhere,
whatever the reason you are,
so stuck in my heart,
like counting a million stars,
for that many reasons you are.

You are......like a dream so deep inside of me.
You are......the reason that I never sleep.
You are......stuck in my heart,
You are......Can't you tell,
you've been all over me like a spell
(I will never let you go, I will never let you go no, no)

Can't you see,
you've been changing the world around me
(I don't wanna let you go, no I'll never let you go no, no)

You are stuck in my heart
and we can go anywhere,
whatever the reason you are,
so stuck in my heart,
like counting a million stars,
for that many reasons you are.